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I never wanna be old
And I don't want dependence
It's no fun to be told
That you can't blame your parents anymore.
I'm finding it hard to hang from a star
I don't wanna be...
Never wanna be old.
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And the old flag will burn with the sail
And the old flag will burn with the sail


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And it shows not a hint of any fear in our eyes.
And it shows not a hint of any fear in our eyes.
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Fear: the control tower,
The new sun comes by the hour.
Ghosts slowly disappear in the fog...
Silence: the suffering.
We've built back the age-old sound of song.
Here...we...sing...
Sing with the fear.


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Once he had forests and mountains
That were only his - listening to him
Once he would run through the summer days
Catching memories for ages to come


Now he is dressing this naked floor
Now he is dressing this naked floor
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It serves as a warning to me,
Never heard me say goodbye
 
Never shall I speak to anyone again


Just like most of these days do
All days are in darkness


Cause I just wish that I could've just left you there sitting in your own shit
And I'm biding my time


Cuz I know that you want me to
Once I am sure of my task I will rise again
 
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See, cause I’ve come through all this before
See, cause I’ve come through all this before
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So when you bled on the bed as you fed those expectations
Where was your heart, when we needed it most?
 
Live in denial, and I’ll be your ghost.


As a whore and not a human You embraced with hesitation
There is nothing to let go, only time will let you know,


The very parameters of all you can be Not a mother, not an aunt,
If you’re worth anything. You’ll know - that I’m


Not a sister who's not subdued because dignity's not physical
Giving up way too early, Let the axis turn you free,


And your flesh means more than you
And destroy everything you love.


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Dear prodigal you are my son and I
People in prayer for me


Supplied you not your spirit, but your shape.
Everyone there for me


All Eden's wealth arrayed before your eyes;
Sometimes I feel I should face this alone


I fathomed not you wanted to escape.
My soul exposed


And though I only ever gave you love,
It calms me to know that I won't


Like every child you've chosen to rebel.
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Uprooted flow'rs and filled the holes with blood;
I was lost


Ask not for whom they toll, the solemn bells.
In the perfect world they promised me


A child of dust, to mother now return;
I was scarred


For every seed must die before it grows.
When you tore the mask away


And though above the world may toil and turn,
I was amazed


No prying spades will find you here below.
At the lies we refused to see


Now safe beneath their wisdom and their feet
I was afraid


Here I will teach you truly how to sleep.
Of the emptiness the truth would leave behind


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Too late to tell you you were wrong
With my feet upon the ground I move myself between the sounds
 
Another word to dwell upon
 
You could have waited for me
 
Like I was waiting just for you
 
The fuse is flickering inside
 
Her touch to blow me open wide
 
I could have run a million times
 
But I was waiting for you
 
And did you ever stop to think
 
About how low that you could sink
 
And down the low, our deepest sigh
 
Within yourself you cannot hide
 
Do photographs and faces lie?
 
Why did I never wonder why?
 
Why I was waiting for you?
 
Why I was waiting for you?
 
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Inside!
And open wide to suck it in, I feel it move across my skin.


There's always someone inside
I'm reaching up and reaching out. I'm reaching for the random or


Fighting to get outside
Whatever will bewilder me, whatever will bewilder me.


The "knowing-right-from-wrong side"
And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been.


Our home is inside!
We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been.


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Revision as of 04:17, 29 December 2010

I never wanna be old

And I don't want dependence

It's no fun to be told

That you can't blame your parents anymore.

I'm finding it hard to hang from a star

I don't wanna be...

Never wanna be old.


And the old flag will burn with the sail

And a new one won't fly if we fail.

But the fire continues to rise,

And it shows not a hint of any fear in our eyes.


Fear: the control tower,

The new sun comes by the hour.

Ghosts slowly disappear in the fog...

Silence: the suffering.

We've built back the age-old sound of song.

Here...we...sing...

Sing with the fear.


There's merit in construction when it's done with your own hands

There's beauty in destruction, resurrection, another chance

There's a you and I in union but just an I in our beliefs

There's a crashing plane with a banner that reads everyone's naïve


Now he is dressing this naked floor

With his flesh and blood, and times passes by

His trade of pain might just have lead him

To deal with consequence

For some change as time passes by


Never heard me say goodbye

Never shall I speak to anyone again

All days are in darkness

And I'm biding my time

Once I am sure of my task I will rise again


See, cause I’ve come through all this before

And I've bought that skinny tee

With a big black gaping hole where the heart should be

That says, “baby, I renounce thee”


Where was your heart, when we needed it most?

Live in denial, and I’ll be your ghost.

There is nothing to let go, only time will let you know,

If you’re worth anything. You’ll know - that I’m

Giving up way too early, Let the axis turn you free,

And destroy everything you love.


Mankind, with your heresy

Can't you see that this is killing me

There's no one in this life

To be here with me at my side


People in prayer for me

Everyone there for me

Sometimes I feel I should face this alone

My soul exposed

It calms me to know that I won't


I was lost

In the perfect world they promised me

I was scarred

When you tore the mask away

I was amazed

At the lies we refused to see

I was afraid

Of the emptiness the truth would leave behind


With my feet upon the ground I move myself between the sounds

And open wide to suck it in, I feel it move across my skin.

I'm reaching up and reaching out. I'm reaching for the random or

Whatever will bewilder me, whatever will bewilder me.

And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been.

We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been.